This Christmas is different from any Christmas that I have every experienced before.

For I feel the Christ in the “mas”

I feel the sweet, kind, angelic, and peacefulness of the Christ’s Holy Spirit.

Over the past year I joined ECV and God had helped heal from much bitterness, susuicidaility, anger, feeling misunderstood, fatigue, depression, anxiety, anger within heart and soul.

I experienced the baptism of the Holy Spirit and I’m still trans.

His holy peace has encapsuled me and transfigured me

My friends, I feel whole and something that was once scary I feel so much joy now

I’ve been able to reflect my wrongs over the years and my rights and

realize–>GOD STILL LOVE’S ME SO!

I’m never to far away where he cannot bring me back

Nor to far away where I cannot recognize his voice.

Through my church my inner child is healing and being released.

Through the openess of my pastors I am observing what health families are

I want to dedicate this blog in thanks to Jesus and his ultimate sacrfice.

Second, I want to dedicate this blog to Pastor Josh and Tina for inviting me to home groups letting me see them love their children in a healthy way, and for Pastor Josh redefining what it means to be a man and what it doesnt. Speaking life into me, not judging me for panic attacks, hallucinations, having to bring my rabbit to home group.

Third to my God Mom and Pop Kennedy’s for taking on another grownish child lol. On a serious note for listening to me, hugging me, praying with me, texting me, giving me covid or me giving it to them lol, (another blog another day), and for opening their home to me. To thier children for sharing their parents and being willing to get to know me.

Lastly to the my God Aunt and Uncle the Mangler’s for having an open ear, teaching home group, listening and never judging and always giving great hugs and operating in the gift of encouragement, and knowledge. I’m grateful.

Wholeness and limitless are my words for 2024!