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A daughter’s heart.

23 Nov 2013

Truth & Foster Care

Dear moms,

Take care of your daughters and cherish them daily. To have a relationship with my mother has been nothing far from a dream. I see mothers and daughters together and I cry because I have not lived with my mother since I was eight years of age. The last real hug I received, that I could feel the love and energy was in the 1st grade. I have people who have taken the mother role in my life, and I am grateful, however; a hug and or kiss from the woman who gave birth to me would be grand.

I asked God, why did he deal me this deck of cards? He never answered my question. I am a 23 year old, working, and attending school full-time and in yet there is this void……

Where do I belong and who do I belong too? I’ll keep searching until I find the right answer. ((huggs))

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Note to self!

14 Sep 2013

Topic Thought.

WE ARE SPIRITUAL BEINGS HAVING A HUMANISTIC EXPERIENCE. -PASTOR PAULA WHITE

Hmmmmmm…

We are world changers and history makers! By changing ourselves, growing and learning through education, and we are on a spiritual and physical journey. We are all given obstacles that makes our journey different, given a problem to solve and a ladder to climb.

We can either “fight” or “flight.” Our choice. Our decision. Our Journey. Our style.

We are not the only ones affected by our change. We are not the only ones impacted by our decisions to go “left” or “right.” However, this is a personal choice!

There are those who blame their past; they blame the abuse, mistreatment, neglect and abandonment as a reason for their actions. No matter what has happened, God still gives us freewill. I am not trying to demeanor your experience but I am not playing the “sympathy” card either. We are not given more than we can bare. We can make it and will, if we want to!

I firmly believe that there is a soul that we are meant to connect with. I believe that there is a heart we are meant to help heal. There is a child or adult waiting to hear your story, so that they might continue the “good fight” of faith because they too are “world changers and history makers.”

We stand in the middle of our path and future. We stand in between our past and God given destiny.

We are all given a task some big and small. However, both are important, not one more than the other. Our task is something that only we can do, and, is not something we can hand to someone else.

I used to ask God why me? What did I do to deserve such pain? I told God I hated him because I couldn’t understand his way of thinking. Children are innocent but in yet are hurt. Why?

I never got an answer to every question. However I thought about my life and the over-comers that I now know, and the journey and heart that I have. I say thank-you because now I’m on a mission to speak to every heart that has an ear to listen. I have a destiny and it’s to touch millions in all nations.

My journey. My style

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Religion is a box.

26 Jul 2012

Topic Thought.

My definition of religion:

The core foundation of hypocrites who strongly hold beliefs that binds, and suppress people. about one self A hidden mask of lies that is portrayed as truth.

Religion:

1. the box that keeps people captive but is supposed to promote freedom.

2. Based on man-made traditions.

3. the mask that will never offer a resolution

4. kills and causes war

5. tells us to lie to ourselves and feel holy and sanctified

6. tells us how to judge and to take the role of “god” for ourselves

7. has attempted to kill faith

8. Filled with ignorant people who cannot think for themselves

9. allows for excuses to atrocious behaviors

10. A political statement and a mockery of “GOD”

11. Religion doesn’t know GOD!

12. Religion is a BOX!

13. Religion is a curse not a blessing. Religion is a arrogant, self-centered, self authorized, and demeaning rhetorical thought

I hold these truths to be self-evident that religion is mans worst enemy (that we created) and needs to die.

Jesus was and has been out of the box-which was hard for people to accept that he broke “religious laws/rule” for they did no good. These laws prevented people from learning about God and living an abundant life.” He defeated that law that excluded people. Many are angry with GOD, it’s not “his” fault, it’s the fault of the people who false testified, preached, prayed and evangelize his holy word, for money, fame and revenge. Jesus ran from such crowds.

We think we know God, but we often see the people who are supposed to represent him instead.

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Faith & Acceptance

24 Jun 2012

Topic Thought.

Blaise Pascal argued that “if you don’t know whether to believe in God, you should go ahead and do so — just to be safe.”

Faith is important during my walk on this earth. I cannot say that God is not real. I believe that God is just as alive, as real as me writing this blog. Faith, yes is comforting. Even when my world is chaotic. It’s not only God that I believe it’s Jesus and the Holy Spirit.

Pastor Paula White stated that we are “spiritual being have a humanistic experience”

I believe that living in different homes, residential(s), group homes and shelters, that my faith has kept me alive, and not drowning in depression and hatred.

Depression, anger, guilt, and uncertainty sets in. However, faith is reassurance. Life is not meant to be flowers and stars in the sky. I don’t know why? I am not sure why some people are born with great families, and others are raped, abused, neglected and tortured. I am not sure, and I can’t explain it.

I say that God has a plan. I as a human being question why would God allow chaos to roam, and hurt to be prevalent. I then think of Jesus, the son of God, who did not have an easy life. At that point I realize that I am not exempt.

When I make to heaven I will ask for a detailed information. As for now I’ll just accept it. I will follow the commands given to Adam and Eve to my best ability.

I am a spiritual being having a humanistic experience. -Pastor Paula White.

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Tag: life

A daughter’s heart.

Note to self!

Religion is a box.

Faith & Acceptance