I cannot sleep for this day is near.

I’m 30 years old!

I wish my grandma could see this day.

Me as a man. A BLACK man!

I wish my brother could see me, as his lil brother

So much to wish for but much more to be grateful for.

I’m a working man again.

I’m having top surgery.

I’m applying to graduate school for MSW and Psychology

I’m finishing up a certification for Recovery Support Specialist. (I should be studying shhh)

I created my own family

My bio mom is in my life

My momma bear (mentor mommy) never left my life

I joined support groups and made online friends

OMG I’m still crushing…on this one girl who has blown my mind shhhhh….

I’m having ups and middles with my mental health

I’m John Leviticus of the Exodus personal pain in the ass. Along with everyone at COC..(it’s a joke)

I’m getting support for my eating disorder and joined weight watchers…it’s working.

I love going to church online.

I pray more and read more. I smile more. I don’t cry more. I sleep more.

Told you more good than bad is happening

I have goals like getting a driver’s license start saving for a bigger place or just saving to have a savings

Overall I’m worried a lot more while not being able to add another hour to my day

I still trust Jesus I still have hope. I still standing on a prayer.

You guys…….

I’m 30!!!!!!!!!

I’m 30!