• Who I am! Where I’ve been!

    11 Dec 2019
    College!, Journal Style!, Lesbian, Gay, Bi-Sexual, Transgender! Oh,yeah!, My Story

    Readers and Followers,

    I’ve been away! Sorry. I needed time to heal and to become stable. I needed to know more about myself. I am now a graduate of Palm Beach Atlantic University. It took 9 years however, I did it.

    I needed to create a community for myself. I lost a lot of people on the way. I came out as a Transma FtM (look for more posts on this). I am no longer homeless. I have been declared emotionally stable, with no hospital visits for 2 years and 7 months 11 days.

    I’m older! I’m 28. Almost 30! No children or partners yet!

    My grandmother has passed. I lost my last great aunt and my forever family. As a result, I was homeless for about 3 years. Life moving from a treatment shelter to supported housing to my own studio apartment has been a journey I’d never want to take again.

    I have the best treatment and support team ever. I have the best momma bear Dr. Mouriz. I have a bunny son named Jhonni Root Canal. I am a foster parent to a turtle named Avalos Owen Brown. I have my bio mom back in my life and it’s going great.

    I am applying to graduate school. Western New Mexico State University, University of Denver, University of New Hampshire the University of North Dakota. I’d love to earn an MSW and Nonprofit Administration concentration. The next and final degree will be a Ph.D. in Positive or Humanistic Psychology.

    I’m out and proud Transman FtM and still Christian! I love my life. I’m loving my transformation mentally and physically. I’m in love with me! I’m in love with life! I’m sad school is over, however, I am learning how to manage time without school for the first time in 9 years. I start my second part of physically transitioning this year (top surgery, look it up).

    Life and my goals seem to be coming together. I’ve lost many people and gained so much more. This is really it. My absence has been to focus on treatment, finishing school, organizing my thoughts and battling multiple holiday blues. Now things are settled.

    I’m back! Kwanzaa is approaching, my new year! Although I’ve been through a lot in 3 years, It was the greatest journey of my life. The stories I’ve listened to, the prayers with strangers, seeing people at their lowest and become better individuals and the spiritual and religious growth outstanding.

    I’m an official Sailfish! Always will be! Graduation was in May! We had a virtual one thanks to Covid-19 I’m still pumped!

    I missed you all and missed reading your blogs!

    I’m Back!

    I’m officially changing my name to:

    Domenia Xih Zih

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  • Imani 2018

    2 Jan 2019
    Truth & Foster Care

    Imani (Faith): To believe with all our hearts in our people, our parents, our teachers, our leaders, and the righteousness and victory of our struggle.

    Imani

    I believe

    I believe in you

    I believe in the old

    I believe in the young

    I cherish those who teach

    Admire those who lead

    Clothed in righteousness

    Winning and proclaiming victory

    My friends never curse your crisis

    Because in all crises you can learn

    Becoming better

    We all struggle

    Let us struggle together

    We are not alone

    You are not alone

    I am not alone

    We will make it

    We will accomplish our dreams

    Fulfill our purpose

    Our dreams will not be deferred nor wither in the sun

    The spirit of our deities and ancestors guide us

    Like dust that poet said “I (we) Rise”

    Have a blessed year!

    Joyous Kwanzaa

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  • Kuumba (2018)

    2 Jan 2019
    Truth & Foster Care

    Kuumba (Creativity): To do always as much as we can, in the way we can, in order to leave our community more beautiful and beneficial than we inherited it.

     

    Live colorfully

    Dance

    Write

    Draw

    Paint

    Mold

    Create Create Create

    Kuumba encourages creativity,

    So, let us create with it!

    Create in the snow

    Create in the rain

    Shit, create while you’re taking a shit 😊

    Just live a colorful life

    I sure do!

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  • Nia 2018

    1 Jan 2019
    Truth & Foster Care

    Nia (Purpose): To make our collective vocation the building and developing of our community in order to restore our people to their traditional greatness.

    Brothers and Sisters,

    Nia is dear to my heart because it is the last three letters of my name. Life is hard. I often want to give up. Then I think about my purpose. I believe that God/Universe assigns us to a task and grants us the means to complete the task. I know I am meant to impact the world of foster care, inspire students, and help students to get to college, stay in college, and graduate from college. I know I am meant to be a leader by example. There are so many people, without hope, without faith in themselves. I ask you a question, what are you to do about it? I know my goal, my purpose. Do you know yours? We are a great people. We have a strong history and if you look from the timeline when we left the continent of Africa, we have not given up. We have adapted and survived, and I know that there was a slave three generations ago, praying for me, to make something out of my life, and to not take their strive, hard work, and diligence for granted. We have a long way to go. It won’t end with me and or my generation but with our children’s children. We are called to be leaders, leading with greatness. We are called to be warriors. We are called to be children of the highest God. A God who represents love, justice, integrity, willingness, hope, and peace. We are to be world changers and history makers. Our black men are called to sit at the head of the table. Our women are called to be a force of strength, and source of power. We condemn the beatings, whooping’s and lynching, of our ancestors and out of it, make a world that is collective, and creative, honest, and pure to change and add to society. We must know our purpose is to continue to fight and not let our voice be stolen. We are more than conquers. “We are phenomenal and phenomenally made”, as Maya says and to answer Langston’s question, a dream deferred is like a seed fallen on dry land, and it does wither in the sun. We are dreamers and creators. We have a purpose as a race and as a people. We can make it. We will make it. Together with everyone. This fight is not just a black fight, it’s a human fight. We are just the first target. Let’s take our world back, gain a voice, and make a historical imprint on this earth as Malcolm and King did. It’s not over until it’s over!

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